Friday, September 20, 2019

"Les Bijoux," Charles Baudelaire


La très chère était nue, et, connaissant mon coeur,
Elle n'avait gardé que ses bijoux sonores,
Dont le riche attirail lui donnait l'air vainqueur
Qu'ont dans leurs jours heureux les esclaves des Mores.

Quand il jette en dansant son bruit vif et moqueur,
Ce monde rayonnant de métal et de pierre
Me ravit en extase, et j'aime à la fureur
Les choses où le son se mêle à la lumière.

Elle était donc couchée et se laissait aimer,
Et du haut du divan elle souriait d'aise
À mon amour profond et doux comme la mer,
Qui vers elle montait comme vers sa falaise.

Les yeux fixés sur moi, comme un tigre dompté,
D'un air vague et rêveur elle essayait des poses,
Et la candeur unie à la lubricité
Donnait un charme neuf à ses métamorphoses;

Et son bras et sa jambe, et sa cuisse et ses reins,
Polis comme de l'huile, onduleux comme un cygne, 
Passaient devant mes yeux clairvoyants et sereins;
Et son ventre et ses seins, ces grappes de ma vigne, 

S'avançaient, plus câlins que les Anges du mal,
Pour troubler le repos où mon âme était mise,
Et pour la déranger du rocher de cristal
Où, calme et solitaire, elle s'était assise.

Je croyais voir unis par un nouveau dessin
Les hanches de l'Antiope au buste d'un imberbe,
Tant sa taille faisait ressortir son bassin.
Sur ce teint fauve et brun, le fard était superbe!

— Et la lampe s'étant résignée à mourir,
Comme le foyer seul illuminait la chambre
Chaque fois qu'il poussait un flamboyant soupir,
Il inondait de sang cette peau couleur d'ambre!

Saturday, August 31, 2019

"The Dream Keeper," Langston Hughes


Bring me all of your dreams,
You dreamers,
Bring me all of your
Heart melodies
That I may wrap them
In a blue cloud-cloth
Away from the too-rough fingers
Of the world.

Friday, August 16, 2019

Morning meditation



" Love is like a friendship caught on fire. 
In the beginning a flame, very pretty, 
often hot and fierce, 
but still only light and flickering. 
As love grows older, our hearts mature and 
our love becomes as coals, 
deep-burning and unquenchable,"--

"Free Falling,"
Tom Petty,
as covered by
John Mayer 

Sunday, August 4, 2019

"Like Lambs to the Slaughter"

"He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before its shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth," -Isaiah 53:7

You are sheep groomed by 
a lone wolf, only interested in 
devouring us all for his own survival. 
He doesn't give a shit about you. 
He doesn't give a shit about any of us. 
When are we all going to learn 
this valuable lesson? 


"You wouldn't believe how bad these people are.
These aren't people. These are animals.
And we're taking them out of the country
at a level and at a rate that's never happened before,"
Pres. Donald J. Trump, May 16th, 2018

Saturday, August 3, 2019

"Life Without You": Remembering George on his 65th Birthday...




Well, hello baby, tell me 
How have you been? 
We all have missed you 
And the way you grin 
The day is necessary 
Every now and then 
For souls to move on 
Given life back again 
Fly on, fly on 
Fly on my friend 
Go on, go on 
And live again, love again 

'Cause day after day 
Night after night 
Sittin' here singin' 
Every, every minute 
As the years go passin' by... 
A long look in the mirror 
We come face to face 
Wishin' our love 
We took for granted 
A love we had yesterday 

'Cause life without you
All the love, you've passed our way 
Angels have waited, for so long 
Now they have their way 
Take your place- 
Stevie Ray Vaughn



Happy 65th!
Miss you much... 
Love always, Donna

 "In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread
till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: 
for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return,"
Genesis 3:19

Thursday, August 1, 2019

Insidious


"...And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger 
those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. 
And you will know my name is the Lord 
when I lay my vengeance upon thee, " 
--Ezekiel 25:17, "Jules," Pulp Fiction

You worked hard. You performed well. You were never late. You volunteered. You did the dirty work behind the scenes. You were prepared. You always exercised due diligence. You socialized. You promoted colleagues and their missions. 

You were a nice person if not the most extroverted. You did everything in your power , but fundamentally you did not belong. And when you tried to talk about feeling ostracized, you were met with “What's wrong this time?”

You started suffering health problems and chronic anxiety. You kept thinking though if you could just prove yourself, everything would be fine. It was just a matter of time until you were applauded and recognized for effort, honesty, and loyalty if nothing else. You would be one of them-almost. So you persisted.

But things only got worse. Your overall health continued to deteriorate. Your absences started to increase. You were conscientious, giving at least some advanced notice. Yet still you were considered sensitive, emotional, difficult, and even angry. It was as if you were being given an ultimatum to shut-up or leave.

Perhaps things would be better somewhere else? But they were omnipresent. The toxicity was pervasive and insidious. It was impossible to escape. Even then, where would you go: this was your home?

You finally realized nothing would change. Feeling like a failure, you resigned yourself to giving up-almost. You wanted to be accepted without changing who you were. Acceptance came at a price that you were not willing to pay.

Fear of retaliation and further isolation kept most of us compliant. After all, being part of an abusive relationship was better than being alone. We seemed to be hated for our very existence, having different opinions, values, perspectives, and experiences.

Then again perhaps it wasn't hate at all: it was more that they felt superior and therefore entitled. So you began experiencing hatred in response to the way they treated you—the way they marginalized, patronized, oppressed, exploited, and demeaned those of us deemed less. We didn't seem to matter. We were disposable.  We were invisible and colorless.

As Martin Luther King, Jr., once said, "Hate begets more hate," after all. Words have subtexts, definitions cannot adequately convey. Context is everything.




Friday, July 19, 2019

Aftermath


"What shall I do now? What shall I do?
I shall rush out as I am, and walk the street
With my hair down, so. What shall we do to-morrow?
What shall we ever do?
The hot water at ten.
And if it rains, a closed car at four.
And we shall play a game of chess,
Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door."
"The Wasteland," T.S. Eliott



"Where Do The Children Play,"
Yusuf Islam
(Cat Stevens)